Today is a day of firsts.
First day at a new school. First day she'll ride the bus home.
Definitely not the first day she has amazed me with her calmness, her inner strength, her beauty, her wit, and her smarts.
I cried as I walked to the car for many reasons. This is a new school and community for all of us. I miss the old so badly; our neighbors, our street, the school, and mostly my place in it. I think I am more confused and lost.
 As I volunteered this morning to lead students to their classroom, it was fate that Ms. Vierra's sign was still available. I got to lead Jillian and her classmates to her 3rd grade class! Although we took the long way, I was proud to lead on the little Leopards. We introduced ourselves, and I saw some of the anxiousness melt away. Ms. Vierra is kind, and reminds me of our friend Kira. I know she'll do just fine.
As for me, I'm off to find my place, work hard, try my best to be the best me, and create community in our new home. And I'll be waiting at that bus stop with open arms...